My dear... it's time to say bye bye

一直都比較後知後覺，但近年才發現時間走得比我快。以56K的速度活在寬頻的世界裡，身心發展越來越不成正比。就像拿著成人身分證的小朋友，用著小朋友的智慧，硬著頭皮去消化大人的問題。每一件事情都發生得很快，到結束了好一陣子才懂得怎樣處理。過程雖然慢，但我需要這樣的時間去沉澱。
事隔兩年，不斷的問著為甚麼．．．為甚麼．．．為甚麼？用了兩年的時間想著．．．想著．．．想著。答案倒沒想出來，但明白了。不是我的，我不要。是時候說再見了。

object carries memories, i carried them with me, from hk to america, every single little thing is too heavy, i think, it's time to move on, it's time to say... bye bye.

Swimming in the waterfall

Happy Friday. Glad to do something in the nature.

I did it, though I really hated to swim in freezing cold water.

I was a great experience to overcome the fear.

I had hesitation to put myself in the cold water, however, I felt I would regret if I didn't swim to the waterfall.

The weather was good, just not warm enough for me to get into the swimming hole.

Puhket weather in Roanoke

I love Puhket, a very good place for chilling and relaxing. I went there for vacation before, it was few years ago.

I loved Puhket, because of the sunshine and the beach. There was never cold in fall and winter. However, it rained almost everyday when I went there last time. Though I said rained, but Mr Sun have never been lazy. He was sitting quietly in the sky almost every hour in the day time. On the contrary, Mr Black Cloud was very active, he liked running. It was his exercise time at around 3-4pm everyday. He ran through the sky with his brothers and sisters. They liked teasing Mr Sun by hiding him and crashing each other to make noise. They were so bad, they sometimes took picture whit flash camera when Mr Sun felt embarrass. I didn't like them. They were loud and super sweating, so annoying. Fortunately, they won't stay long, they usually took 15-30 minutes to pass though the sky. Then, Mr Sun would say "Hi" to me again.

Watching the weather in my room in Roanoke this week. I felt Mr Black Cloud came far away from Puhket to tease Mr Sun again.

Kitty, Happy Birtday!!

My first brownie

As a chocoholic, baking brownie was one of the most satisfying cooking experience. First of all, it was super simple - mix all ingredient in a bowl. Then pour it into the baking pan and baked it around 30 minutes. That's it. Moreover, when the brownie mix was being baked, the smell of chocolate was floating in the air. I could smell it everywhere in the kitchen. It was wonderful. However, American desert always too sweet for me.

The Science of Sleep

I watched "The Science of Sleep" last night. It was a lovely movie by Michel Gondry.

I loved his movies, always creative, dreamy and childish. I was so astonished by the way that he made the visual effect, many weird scenes were illusion from the way he filmed it, not CG. He really brought the dreams in the reality.

PS. Love all hand made props with fabric in the movie very much... bird, horse, telephone, type-writter...

Fantasy Generator

04 Aug 2009
*** Kate said create some little thing everyday, that's right, I should create some little thing everyday... after these two week.
*** First time to take a class about poetry, I found that it just like dance choreography, choreography of words.

05 Aug 2009
*** Took a hip pop class by He Jin, so much fun, felt like home, though I've never familiar with it~
*** Took a Cunningham class, super bore, but I learned airy joint, that helped a lot~
*** Pot luck party, so many parties in US, talking and social and dancing~
still super tired everyday~




06 Aug 2009
*** A long day, ballet> rehearsal with HeJin> go home for lunch+showing> Took Dfaye's class- Thinking choreographically> acting class> set up> technical rehearsal

*** The acting class was not as interesting as I expected, but somethings were worth to remember:
- You are holding your breath; you are holding your breast
- Your collar is not the same; your color is not the same
repeating sentance
- The big question mark that Felix drew above his head, so cute.

07 Aug 2009
*** A visual arts class by Michael, it was really inspiring...Do I need to be "pop" as a dance artist? It sounds cool though.

08 Aug 2009
*** Happy to work with HeJin, I liked the importance of discussion in the process of her work. That's right, it is so important to work with someone that the mind is "click" with me.
*** "Dream Factory" again... enjoy doing it!




09 Aug 2009
*** Pool party at Dfaye's house. What a dream house!! If I have a home like this, I won't go out anymore!