點呀

昨天才覺得自己終於大步檻過，可以勇敢地放下一直不願失去的。誰知一個夢，又給我重溫了劇情最爛的那部分，剛放開的又湧著回來。醒來後仍覺得胸口被重重的壓著。能做的都盡力做了，算是盡了本分。能否走出夢魘，原來也不能由自己來控制。

這樣的惡夢，請不要給我再發，可以嗎？

Little deer, RIP

I have two questions.

1. If there is a poeple who is knocked down by a car, and the knees are broken. What would you do? To save him or to kill him?

2. If there is a deer who is knocked down by a car, and the knees are broken. What would you do? To save it or to kill it?

If people saw a man who was knocked down by a car and got injured, I think people would call 911, wait the cops arrive and send the patient to the hospital. So the answer would probably is "to save him." Right?

However, in this country, if poeple saw a dear which was knocked down by a car and get injured, people would also call 911 and wait for the cops arrive. Instead of save the deer, the cops would help the deer die sooner.

Howcome?

I think it should be respected no matter it is the life from a human or from a deer. However, why the human would be saved and the deer would be shot? Why the human has the right to kill other animals? Are we just choose a easier way for ourselves to survive, so that we can disregard the lives of other animals? May be I am just naive.

Sitting by the window and looking at the deer from the oppoisite side of the traffic from my house. I am sad. Little deer, I hope that we are helping you to get away from the pain sooner. I hope you sleep well. Rest in peace.